[Calavera]

Since it appears that now is the time to get my large collection of monkeys off of my back, I need helping knocking off one huge monkey.

Here are some quick facts:
I have a boyfriend.
We've been together for about a year.
He's talking marriage already.
He wants me to change drastically for him.
I only hooked up with him because I was lonely.
I don't know how to end our relationship without hurting him.

He's forever talking about how great it is to be with me and showers me with love...but I cannot return it. I don't love him, I don't want to be with him. I am way to young to subscribe myself to one person, especially since I have not found who it is that I truly want to spend the rest of my life with.
I don't want to live my life in pure misery, but at the rate things are going that's how it's going to be because I will have settled for him.
We have almost nothing in common, he gets on my nerves 80% of the time and I just plain don't want to be with him!

I am ready to start fresh and cut off the weights that are holding me down

How do I get this monkey off my back and kill it dead?