I'm starting to think that might be the easiest way to go. I really don't want that guilt-laced conversation that follows. I don't want any "let's give it another try" or whatever.
I know it seems heartless, but I just want to send him an e-mail saying it's over. At least it's not as bad as a text-message break up, but it still feels harsh to me.
I also know I need to do it now before this gets any worse, but his birthday is in one week and that just makes me feel terrible. On top of that, he's got the stress of a big term paper at his college. Could my timing to decide to start fresh be any worse?!
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