A hot shower and a good book to read, or a thought provoking concept or idea that you try putting on paper in just the right words to convey your mental image. Or since you are a visual artist what about a smaller drawing either expressing that anxiety or focusing in another direction until you see whether your guilt and anxiety is justified. It may be easier that it seems and there is no sense focusing on your percieved guilt if he isn't hurt as deeply (or he recovers more quickly) than you assumed he would.
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