Annabellel, I must confess, I like your new name better. I think it was a good choice.
It sounds like you have given your character a lot of thought. Now comes the fun part; bringing that character to life! I'm curious, have you taken classes, read books,watched videos/ What kind, if any training have you recieved? Not that it matters; I'm just curious

There are several good books availible that I think every clown should at least read. Creative clowning by Tony Blanco and Bruce Fife. Also, Strutter's complete guide to clown makeup by Jim Robertson. They will get you very far.
And Please, do join us for chat on thurs night. It's fun when there's a lot of us!