I have been praying about it and asking Jesus to let my balloons and magic give Him glory. I asked God to use my hands in whatever way he needed them. I have asked the Holy Spirit to guide me to where I needed to be.
Praise the lord it sounds like your on your way. do you ever volunteer for christian ministries? i have some friends who work with hundreds of children in NM and i think you would be able to help each other.
let me know if this sounds like something your interested in!
