Thanks to everyone! I could spend over an hour responding in turn to each of you.
I do feel lucky to have Scruff's influence. In the clown class we're taking, I feel like I have an advantage over the others because he's taught me so much already. Sometimes, depending on my mood, I have all kinds of ideas popping around in my head. I try to stifle it so I don't appear like a know-it-all.
Scruff likes the ideas that I've thought up and think we could incorporate some of them.
I have a long way to go to conquer my hesitancy around others. When the instructor said we'd be doing a skit, I got a knot in my stomach because I don't like being in the limelight. But I've got to learn to get used to it.